Like many HSPs, I go through periods when I’m hypersensitive to my physical sensations. But does this make me a hypochondriac?
My colleague Mary wrote to me about recent bout with the ‘flu, complete with strained intercostal muscles from coughing and a doctor’s check for pleurisy and pneumonia. Here’s what she asked:
“Have you found that we HSPers are hypersensitive to our physical sensations so we complain about symptoms that other people don’t even notice? Sometimes it almost seems like being hypochondriacal, but at the same time I think maybe I tolerate more discomfort because of it and don’t seek medical help as soon as maybe I should. It’s a paradox. I’d love to hear your thoughts on this.”
Thank you for asking this very important question. There are three parts to it, each deserving a thoughtful answer.
1. “Are we HSPs hypersensitive to our physical sensations so that we complain about symptoms that other people don’t even notice?”
Yes, highly sensitive people are more aware than non-HSPs of subtle feelings, sensations, and symptoms in the body.
But does that make us hypersensitive? No. Hypersensitive is not a description: it is a judgment. If someone calls me “hypersensitive,” she doesn’t mean “more sensitive than the average bear.” She means “too sensitive,” as in, “What is wrong with you?! You are TOO SENSITIVE.”
Feeling “more than the average bear” is not innately problematic. But it becomes a problem when we internalize other’s judgmental responses to our level of sensitivity.
This typically happen early in life. My family used to address me as “The Princess and the Pea.” I learned to perceive my body sensations through a layer of judgment. Over the years this mental habit became so ingrained, I didn’t even realize I was doing it.
Paradoxically, my internalized judgments made me dwell on my sensory sensitivity even more, because I monitored myself to pre-empt criticism from others. Anxious monitoring of one’s body almost sounds like hypochondria, doesn’t it. So, let’s turn to the second part of your question:
2. “Are HSPs hypochondriacs?”
Hypochondria is defined as “abnormal anxiety about one’s health, especially with an unwarranted fear that one has a serious disease.” (Merriam-Webster) And, like the term “hypersensitive,” the label “hypochondriac” is used mainly to judge. It conjures an image of pathetic weakness, fearfulness, unreasonableness, and irrationality.
This attitude is neither compassionate nor helpful. Sensing subtle feelings, sensations and symptoms in the body does not make one a hypochondriac. But a key truth is buried in these judgments:
HSP “hypochondria” happens when we turn our characteristic sensory sensitivity inward and let it run riot without adult supervision and discernment.
To put it another way, we HSPs experience an unpleasant and unnecessary level of anxiety when we observe and judge our aches and pains through the eyes of a scared younger part of ourselves.
What’s worse, when we merge with our old fears like this, we leave our inner kids “home alone” and we lose access to the spiritual connection from which our inner knowing flows. Then we become even more anxious, because an HSP cut off from his or her spiritual knowing is like a pilot flying blind.
When we “fly blind,” the only guidance we are left with is our learned ideas about what is “normal” or abnormal.” But as we’ve seen, learned ideas can be an iffy resource for HSPs. If we grew up with comments like, “Stop whining, don’t be a crybaby!”…”What?! That couldn’t possibly have hurt!”… “You can’t be cold! It’s hot in here!” then we learned not to trust our own sense of our body. We may find ourselves asking, as Mary did,
3. “Should I tolerate this discomfort? Or seek medical help? How do I tell?”
When we are merged with something in us that fears our sensations, feelings, and symptoms, we experience confusion, indecision, and anxiety. We struggle to evaluate whether action is needed in the face of our symptoms: are we ignoring the body’s cry for help? Or are we “crying wolf”?
The way out of this suffering is to cultivate Loving Adult Presence. From Presence we can develop curiosity and compassion for our inner experiences. Instead of being merged with them, we can have a relationship with them. In fact, Mary did this herself. She is an experienced Focuser, and in her email to me, she described a Focusing session that transformed her relationship to her physical suffering:
“What helped me the most was a Focusing session in which I felt that all the fear and suffering was in my physical head and when I felt into my body itself, it was OK. Sounds so obvious and simple, but it was profound. Everything changed after that 20-minute session! It still took a while to get completely well, but the fear about the future was gone.”
Mary sat in Presence with something in her head that was scared and suffering. And when she did that, she could feel that the body itself was OK. How wonderful to discover that her body knew the truth!
Even better, we can all learn to recognize the distinctive quality of this intuitive knowing. Mary described it precisely: obvious and simple, but profound. This embodied knowing is deep. It melds past experience and future implications into present-moment embodied awareness. You instinctively know you can trust it.
To access this intuitive knowing, you need to separate your physical feelings and sensations from your inner reactions to them—the judgment, the fear, the stories. This skill takes practice. But working at it is the best possible investment you can make in your HSP well-being. Instead of being a constant source of anxiety, your body becomes a trusted source of guidance.
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Mary, I really appreciated the chance to think this through. And I would like to add that this is not only a childhood thing. I discounted or tried to ignore significant pain in my ankle during a long day of mountain snowshoeing last year, partly because I was afraid of my partner’s impatience. It turned out by the end of the day that I had a blister over an inch in diameter—the skin had come off completely. That was a huge learning for me. I hope you can be kind to this child part of you that is bringing you all these memories, including this painful memory of having broken your foot.
Thank you, Emily, for this thoughtful and comprehensive response to my question. I hadn’t really thought about the judgment part. As I was reading this, I was flooded with memories from my childhood when I was criticized for being too sensitive. One time my mom refused to take me to the doctor for days only to discover, once she condescended, I had broken my foot! I had forgotten that incident.
Really enjoyed this post, Emily. I could really relate, and I benefitted from the clear way you laid it all out as well as the compassionate and profound insights.
Would love to see you publish Parts 2 & 3 especially to a wider audience, too, as most people could relate to and benefit from those same insights.
Adelia, I’m very happy you found this clarifying and helpful. I’m also intrigued that you commented on the clear way it was laid out. I have just started working with a writing coach who suggested I break my habit of editing while writing by writing my first draft in a teeny tiny font so I can’t see it! It was wild writing not remembering exactly what I had said in the previous sentence, but at the same time it seemed to pull out a kind of internal logic or flow.
I will ponder where I could publish parts 2 and 3…thanks for that suggestion:It would indeed be great if non-HSPs got the message that HSPs are not hypochondriacs!…and HSPs need to learn how to access and trust their knowing about their bodies.
I just had another example of dealing with this issue. I had a tooth extracted and 5 days later was still having to take some pain meds. It didn’t seem right, but I still have the thought that I’m just very sensitive to things that others may not even notice, so I put off calling the dentist until Friday morning (fearing that things could go south over the weekend). I got in and had it checked that afternoon and all was OK. The next day and ever after it has been fine :). My point is that I didn’t condemn myself for having it checked…..or for waiting. That’s new for me. Thank you again for all your helpful writing.
Hi Mary, this is wonderful to hear that you are able to trust your own sense of what your body needs more than in the past, and that you took care of your concern by going back in, but didn’t criticize yourself for waiting a few days to do that. The thing is, we can’t always know, and sometimes you don’t know things are for sure OK until you get them checked out, so it’s great to have the freedom to get them checked out, without then criticizing yourself for having gotten them checked out!:) More freedom….ahhhhh:)
You are very welcome for the writing. It does something for my brain to try to articulate these concepts, many of which are surprisingly subtle and complex.
I just went through a horrible year . I was prescribed 6 different medications that were suppose to help with my sleep. All of them caused intolerable side effects that belong in a horror story. I ended up in ER 7 times in 6 months. I know different medical personnel and possibly my own doctors may not have believed my complaints. No one has acknowledged to my ears that I am super sensitive to medications and that they are sorry for what I went through. And I am still not feeling well or completely balanced on the antidepressant I am taking. In Canada we have a Medic Alert program. I will be subscribing and getting shoes tags that will indentify there is information they need to know, namely my supersensitivity to prescription medications and which ones, if anyone is to treat me medically. All this to say, we are a different breed of people and it is very very sad that doctors and other medical professionals aren’t aware of this trait. Don’t they take courses that update them on ‘new’ developments in the medical field? And I also relate to tolerating discomfort longer than others …’just to make sure’ I’m feeling what I am feeling. This is a form of medical torture in my opinion. My recent prescription fiasco is because I need an antidepressant, not oversedating sleep medications, but years ago I was having unbelievable pain in my upper abdomen. I went to ER 3 times before I just happen to have a prebooked doctor’s appointment and was having pain the day of my visit. My doctor examined me and suspected gallstone. Sure enough, after the ultrasound it was discovered I had a dime size gallstone. I had my gallbladder removed within a week of finding out. But the 3 visits to ER had the doctor’s telling me I had no heart problems and they wondered if I had Advil at home to take for the pain I was experiencing. WELL, I thought, I know where my heart is, this pain isn’t in my heart. A few months after my gallbladder was removed I happen to run into one of the ER doctors and I reminded her what she said about the Advil and I told her I had had a gallstone and that is what what causing the pain. Unbelievable. You write about different ways to overcome the attitudes of others regarding our increased sensitivity to our medical and physical sensations and the way their attitudes have negatively impacted us HSPs. How long after a traumatic medical experience of not being understood or believed by either loved ones, or medical professionals do you advise a person wait before starting this healing process? All I can do right now to help in healing from this trauma is go for walks. I’m trying to ignore and not think of what I went through.
That’s a terrible experience you went through. Unfortunately, the medical profession has a history of discounting women’s health complaints so it is so very important to develop relationships with caregivers who you trust: it sounds like you have that with your regular doctor. In the meantime, for all people, and certainly all women, sensitive or not, given the state of medical care, we may have to be very proactive and persistent, which is not always easy for HSPs to do, especially if you are in a lot of pain. Regarding timing of healing from the trauma, I suggest you get 1:1 support sooner rather than later. It’s hard to hold all that by yourself and I’m afraid it likely won’t just go away by itself.
Thank you for your kind empathy. HSPs are the people to go to for empathy! I have persisted and hopefully finally found a psychotherapist , who is just a couple years older than me, with whom I will start phone sessions with in a few days. Her services to me are completely free of charge! I just kept phoning Crisis Line after Crisis Line this past year and someone gave me the phone number to Wellness Canada(in case there are any other Canadians reading this blog and can’t afford therapy) and they set me up with the best match therapist according to my needs and requests. Surprisingly, she even graduated from the same University as I did.
That’s good news S that you have found 1:1 support. It can really help a lot.
I’m reading what I wrote almost two years ago…. I was finally represcribed the antidepressant I took for 14 years. This was over two years ago. I don’t understand how in 2023 women are still perceived differently than men and HSP differently than non HSPs in medical situations. Over the past 4 months I have discovered my mother is also HSP . She is extremely sensitive to her environment. So much so that even the color of her bed sheets makes her feel hot. I have been in psychotherapy sessions for a year and a half now . Recently I ended up being matched up with an HSP Empath psychotherapist. What a wonderful experience. She has introduced me to LogoSynthesis as a way to help heal what I have been through. Her name is Katherine Ilnitski for anyone out there who is HSP in Canada and needs an excellent therapist. She lives in Nova Scotia. She will provide sessions by phone.
There are days I wish I was twenty all over again so I could return to school and pursue a career path that includes respect for HSPs and Empaths. I’ve been helping my 84 year old mother hopefully regain her health after being admitted to hospital 4 months ago. She returned to her retirement residence 2,5 weeks ago. She is progressing very well considering the ‘ hospital’ discharged her as being destined to a wheelchair, incontinent both with urine and bowels all day long, and incapable of doing anything on her own.
That’s how THEY treated her .
As I read the title of this blog I though we HSPs need to change our perceived limitations into strengths. So if we are hypersensitive to our physical environment how can we use this positively? …in artwork, in capturing scenes from nature, in award winning photography, in responding to help someone in need, and the list goes on.
I wish all HSPs wonderful breakthroughs in their lives where their intuitions and hypersensitivities and empathic strengths start to overcome any negative judgmental opinions or attitudes others hold.
I live in a small town in rural Canada. Not a big enough population or variety in culture to allow for HSP or empath strengths to flourish. I’ve been in Canada’s Nations Capital…Ottawa…for 4 months now helping my mother and my intuition is REALLY had much opportunity to be honed…even to the point of showing up at my mother’s dining room table just as the waitress was about to give her ice cream when she is suppose to eat fruit salad. My mother prefers fruits but has difficulty asking day after day for it. I finally wrote an email to kitchen manager requesting this for her.